Hiraeth; longing for one's homeland. Going back to a place you, maybe once knew, or something you wish you once had. For some, it could be a memory that you wish, didn't end, or a window, where your looking at something you never had. Everything eventually ends, and what you once had, will never come back. It's unfortunate, and it hurts but it's the truth and the truth hurts. Everyone wants what they don't have, no matter what it is. It could be money, love, attention, popularity, fame. People (usually) are never happy with what they have, we always need more. I think the problem with people today is that they focus on what they need more than what they have, until what they have Is gone. When what we had is gone, we then wish we had it back and we dwell on that, when all along we had it right in our face. I wish for my aunt Carol to be here again, collecting all her antiques and crocheting sweaters for her cats and her dolls. I want her back making my mommom laugh again.